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I'm a butt aficionado. Even though I've seen one client day in, day out for a year, I still can't help but look at her butt. Mmm. I try to be subtle about it to not give myself away. Same with looking at boobies.

I also talk about ex-boyfriends, who actually existed. But I keep my love for females to myself. I experimented by casually mentioning I have dreams about women at a palm reading class over ten years ago, and asked the teacher if I was gay (I know, I know...) and two of the students immediately retracted and were grossed out by me. They were warm and friendly up to this point, now I was a leper.

I try to be careful when talking about other women, like celebs, to frame it as "she's really pretty", rather than "god, she's so hot". Trying to make it appear like noticing attractiveness rather than lust.
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