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I was sort of like that with friendships with some of my girl friends when I was little, but I thought it was just normal friend stuff...like:
I felt irrational dislike for other girls my best friend close to - not general friends, I mean girls who muscled in on the 'best-friend' closeness.
I pretty much would do anything for them.
I really longed for a 'special, intense connection' with them, which I termed 'being soulmates'.
I thought they were really pretty, I idolised them albeit in a totally subconscious way.
I would buy them pretty expensive (for a kid) birthday gifts.

It was all very innocent and non-sexual though - til later years and the hormones kicked in.
Closeted Or Repressed Behaviors · L Anonymous