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Oct 6 2008, 11:57 PM
^^ Your answer actually helps, "puppet". There is definite sexual tension in my friendship. We keep stopping and starting up again as friends. The first time, I refused to take her calls because I was in denial that I was attracted to her after she hit on me. Then, after a couple of years, we saw each other and the attraction was immediately as intense as ever. She has acted like a real "b" this time around and in fact, told me she doesn't want to talk to me any more. This was after I came on to her which she refuses to even talk about. It's a mess.

thats me
i can't stop thinking about someone. i still love her like crazy. we became friends very quickly. first months was like in heaven. but then problems started. she had ( and still) boyfriend. he started jealous her and still.
i am closet and i can't say 100% she is gay but i sure.
we were stopping and starting our "friendship" over and over.
without any reason. without discussing anything
there is to much tension between us
people at work always looked at us with interest. we really were inseparated

i even was happy to date for a while with one guy not be looking too much gay. i really liked him but got bored quickly

last time i saw her on the beach.
her eyes. thy tell about everything. she was excited. she was in mood...
but i called her in the evening and she did not answer and did not recall.
and i deleted her phone number.
she still did not contact me ( two month) when there are a lot of her warm clothes at my place. but she still did not get them
and it is getting cold outside
and i still believe she contact me again asking forgive her for everything and at that time i will talk honestly
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