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Abnormal-Child	Aug 10 2008, 03:05 PM
Administrator Posts: 538 Group: Admin Member #1 Joined: April 13, 2008	Saw this topic on RPG-Directory and it's pretty intresting if you ask me. So the title explains itself This is mine: Oddly enough turn down sex for the first time lol. Okay so when I was younger I was rather ugly, had very bad acne. My face, chest, back the works were blood red and rather painful. Due to this a rarely got attention from girls and to be honest, I found this out a little while later, I had a huge dislike for the opposite sex! My opinions changed now just so you all know, I had my reasons, mother issues. So back on topic. At the time this girl began to like me. I was pretty shocked to be honest. I’m a gentlemen and all that jazz but I never really got that kind of attention from girls. She was quick to come onto me and being a bit desperate with all the hormones and stuff going on, I went out with her and thought the best of it. Shortly after I discovered she was very forward and would attempt ‘foreplay’ and such at school toward me, which I wasn’t happy about, thus came out my hate streak and repressed feeling, yet I was to afraid to say anything, seeing as I was worried I would upset her and we could break up. I didn’t think I would have any change of having a girlfriend ever again lol silly now that I think of it, but it felt very real back then lol. Following months of repressed emotions and such, we met up at a party. I can drink my fill, so I was fine, her on the other hand wasn’t. She came onto me, wanted to have sex, I was kind of stalling, hoping someone would come and save me, seeing as I really didn’t want have sex yet and loose my virginity to her, in truth she wasn’t a very nice person. On came the condom, heart racing, though I was gunna freak out, almost felt like beating the crap out of her oddly enough just to get her away from me, shows what a major build up of emotions can do. Luckily came my mate banging on the bathroom door saying we had to go. Taking advantage of this I whipped it off, said no and shouldered her out the way. God it felt good to stand up for myself, even if it was a rather lam attempt at it lol. That night she cheated on me any way but never mind. I did kind of go mental about it, thus got myself a rep from being a bit of a angry person, seeing as weren’t around the whole school till I found her and shouted in her face about the whole thing in front of most my school and wasn’t to bothered about it lol Now I’m happy to say all those feelings have gone away and I’ve been in a relationship with my girlfriend for almost three years and I’m not a that bad looking anymore lol I guess in a sense, I over came this.


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