Temple of Kraden News:
Okay, first off, I'm not gonna kill myself or run away or do anything stupid like that. Now, to the blargh. I've been in a funk for about 3 months now, for many different reasons. I hate where I live, I have one real life friend left, and for the first time I feel alone and vulnerable. But the best part is, just when I was going to do something about it, I let my family talk me out of moving. Now I feel like a prisoner in my own life. Most days, I don't even want to get out of bed. The biggest problem right now is that I don't have anyone in real life to hang out with, mostly because everyone around here is a stereotypical redneck. I feel the best solution is to move, but 1. I'd need a roommate, and 2. The job market blows right now. As for the FOREVER ALONE thing, I don't want to be in a relationship just to be in a relationship, but it'd be nice to maybe get a cup of coffee with a girl and talk about what we've been reading or something. I run into the same redneck problem as well as the problem of I am the goofiest looking person on the planet. I'm not looking for advice, really. I just needed to let all of this out.
Comment by UltaFlame, Jul 24 2011, 11:18 PM
I'm still wondering why you canceled those plans to move with Steve. They seemed like good plans and good things for the both of you to do.
Comment by The Steve of Steves, Jul 24 2011, 11:29 PM
Because he thought he had a better option, and it turned out I really did have one.
Comment by Vačscent Atlas Volition, Jul 25 2011, 01:18 AM
Not wanting to leave the house is terrible. It's the other way around for me (ironically, I want to move for that very reason). Is there any hope at all in the future?
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