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What's on your mind?; Your daily crap.
Topic Started: Jul 29 2010, 05:18 AM (64,106 Views)
skarik
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Post whatever is on your mind at the moment. It doesn't matter what, just post it!
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Dec 10 2011, 12:39 AM
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Sothh
Dec 10 2011, 12:38 AM
Well, I am still alive, though hardly. Can't get into it, but today was not good at all. Of course, it was better then I had planed.

One word of advice I learned today; trust no one.
If you could get an award for vagueness, you would probably get nominated. Glad you survived anyway.
Okay, let me put it in terms you will understand:

I found out today that the girl I like, who is a very good friend of mine, has been lying to me about... well everything; that she does a ton of drugs, and so on. And because of this lie, I was going to kill another person today, followed by myself. Luckily I found the truth.

Read it fast, because I will most likely edit this post away.
“You can’t outrun Death forever.
But you can make the Bastard work for it.”

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You know, some of you people could use better coping mechanisms.

I mean, for example, people close to you dying. How about you just fucking crack a joke and move on like they would want you to? Or how about you don't let things that really are trivial get you down?

I mean, not that I have a right to say, since I really haven't felt love - infatuation possibly, is that what that daydream state is - but I find it completely stupid. Forgive me for not giving a shit, for being an unfeeling fuck, but I find it stupid.

Oh, I really have no right because I've never been suicidal. Oh wait, that was a lie. Sorry about that. You know that the best type of revenge is staying alive? Probably doesn't apply to your situation. Thought I'd say it anyways.

So fuck the lights, fuck the rain coming through the roof of the english class, rain that nobody else saw, fuck the doctors, fuck the teachers telling you to go to doctors, fuck the bipolarity, fuck the society, fuck what others think, fuck other people, and just go fuck yourself.

Really dude, just shut the fuck up. There is only you.

Just live your own god damn life, and holy fuck, at least live it a tiny bit intelligently. I'm fucking tired of suicides getting on the front pages of my newspaper.

Don't you fucking dare ruin my fucking newspaper.

People like you fucking piss me off. Fucking intelligent people that fucking end it. I've no right, but it fucking pisses me off, regardless of me having the right or not. So go fuck yourself.

Oh, and do try to stay alive.
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skarik
Dec 10 2011, 10:05 AM
You know, some of you people could use better coping mechanisms.

I mean, for example, people close to you dying. How about you just fucking crack a joke and move on like they would want you to? Or how about you don't let things that really are trivial get you down?

I mean, not that I have a right to say, since I really haven't felt love - infatuation possibly, is that what that daydream state is - but I find it completely stupid. Forgive me for not giving a shit, for being an unfeeling fuck, but I find it stupid.

Oh, I really have no right because I've never been suicidal. Oh wait, that was a lie. Sorry about that. You know that the best type of revenge is staying alive? Probably doesn't apply to your situation. Thought I'd say it anyways.

So fuck the lights, fuck the rain coming through the roof of the english class, rain that nobody else saw, fuck the doctors, fuck the teachers telling you to go to doctors, fuck the bipolarity, fuck the society, fuck what others think, fuck other people, and just go fuck yourself.

Really dude, just shut the fuck up. There is only you.

Just live your own god damn life, and holy fuck, at least live it a tiny bit intelligently. I'm fucking tired of suicides getting on the front pages of my newspaper.

Don't you fucking dare ruin my fucking newspaper.

People like you fucking piss me off. Fucking intelligent people that fucking end it. I've no right, but it fucking pisses me off, regardless of me having the right or not. So go fuck yourself.

Oh, and do try to stay alive.

Woooooow,
But yeah I agree with you on most of the things there.

Love makes you do stupid things. (well not that i've done mad crazy things over love, I don't even know if i've ever really been in 'love'. I just flirt... A lot!! Juz looove messing around with the boys, especially when they get really nervous! *giggles)
Aheem, but no, really, killing someone, especially yourself over love is a loser's way out. Its not cool at all. Even threatening to do so is a total turn off...
Don't let it ever cross your mind ever again dude. There are other much much better and easier ways of solving issues with that special girl of your dreams.
If you need someone to talk to, PM me.
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I suffer depression, which makes me feel like that. I feel better, at least for now. I followed all of Skarik's advice and now half the world is pregnant. Don't ask about the other half. :)

And it's not love that made me feel that way, it was feeling I would always be alone.

Thanks Nazle.
Edited by Sothh, Dec 10 2011, 03:26 PM.
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Sothh
Dec 10 2011, 03:24 PM
feeling I would always be alone.
Heh, join the club meet :)

No seriously, I've seen the biggest annoyances get a chick, you will get one eventually.
7 billion people out there dude, bound to be one for you.
Edited by Reikyrr, Dec 10 2011, 04:53 PM.
~Inspirational quote~
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Love is just a chemical reaction in your brain, just like anxiety and other bad or good feelings. Think about that and you'll be fine.
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my favorite color is flamingo
roses are grey,
violets are grey,
im colorblind,
fml.
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Omg.. S.A. was knocked offline, When our only undersea fiber optic cable broke. -_- bringing our online speeds to a trickle.
Businesses obviously were bandwidth priority.

The president ordered a quick team to respond and get us back online.
"probably to get his PORno... i mean his Email"

So today is the first day that it's stable again. :clapping:


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Is anybody around here interested in a little tool for texture synthesis? I recently wrote one as task for an exercise sheet. It would only take a bit of polishing to actually make it useful.
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Dec 15 2011, 09:06 PM
Is anybody around here interested in a little tool for texture synthesis? I recently wrote one as task for an exercise sheet. It would only take a bit of polishing to actually make it useful.
Yah
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Is anybody around here interested in a little tool for texture synthesis? I recently wrote one as task for an exercise sheet. It would only take a bit of polishing to actually make it useful.
nice
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skarik
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http://keepthewebopen.com/open

not sure anybody here from the US, but so far, I'm liking the strat
they're just getting a shitload of amendments to the bill to tick off the guy in charge of committee and so it never gets out of committee


if the bill passes, I'm starting a riot/joining nearest movement

i'd suggest the same to any other US citizen round here
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NDAA for 2012 passed today.

Federal Government may now incarcerate American citizens in places like Gitmo. The language is specific to that the incarceration must be done using the US Military. However, incarcerated citizens may 'challenge' their detention to a non-military judge.

And Gandalf, don't give me shit about Obama being stupid. He was forced by Congress on this one. His original plan was to veto it.


I'm personally worried about the vague language on Section 1031.b.2, one of the phrases are made separate, making it quite vague the actual requirements to be incarcerated.
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Don't worry, Skarik, I've been ignoring almost everything regarding politics. Ignorance is bliss. :D

I saw some headline about a big spending bill getting passed (yuck), but I don't know anything about this incarceration bill. Is it basically saying the government can imprison people at will?
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Yeah, that's basically the gist of it.

What was supposed to be its accompanying bill, SOPA, (the internet censorship) doesn't look like it's getting anywhere, thank goodness. Then there's this guy, who while he brings up good points on amending SOPA, I'm pretty sure was only there yesterday to get pornographic images recorded into the discussion.
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